Heh. So somehow, yesterday I got into a conversation with my teacher about myself. She says that I overthink everything, and that that's why I tried to go off of my meds and whatnot. I also realize though, that it's when I do not think that I end up abandoning reason to do desperate things like calling 911 over a panic attack (Which I did twice off my prozac...). So my 'overthinking' protects me as well; I just have to realize that my sanity depends on this stupid little blue pill. Good God, that sucks...But anyway, yeah. I also don't really know how to see just one layer of anything. I can't see much value in anything without taking it apart and examining every aspect first. If I just see the surface, then everything is horribly boring. I enjoy seeing depth to life, not just mundane things that are supposed to get a specific response from me. I want to know why, and whether it's really worth such a response. Maybe it's not necessary, but it happens. I just work that way, and I can't imagine not analyzing every single thing. I think I'd end up making a lot of horrible decisions otherwise. Of course, any way of thinking can lead to disaster when applied wrong, and we are only human; It happens to the best of us.

She also said that I spend too much time thinking of philosophy and things that most people don't care about.
Well, it's good that someone is thinking of these things, then. xD

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